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by Thanissaro Bhikkhu
Many people tell us that the Buddha taught two
different types of
meditation -- mindfulness meditation and
concentration meditation. Mindfulness meditation, they say, is the
direct path, while concentration practice is the scenic route that you
take at your own risk because it's very easy to get caught there and
you may never get out. But when you actually look at what the Buddha
taught, he never separates these two practices. They are both parts of
a single whole. Every time he explains mindfulness and its place in
the path, he makes it clear that the purpose of mindfulness practice
is to lead the mind into a state of Right Concentration -- to get the
mind to settle down and to find a place where it can really feel
stable, at home, where it can look at things steadily and see them for
what they are.
Part of the "two practices" issue centers
on how we understand the word jhana, which is a synonym for Right
Concentration. Many of us have heard that jhana is a very intense
trance-like state that requires intense staring and shutting out the
rest of the world. It sounds nothing like mindfulness at all. But if
you look in the Canon where the Buddha describes jhana, that's not the
kind of state he's talking about. To be in jhana is to be absorbed,
very pleasurably, in the sense of the whole body altogether. A very
broad sense of awareness fills the entire body. One of the images the
Buddha used to describe this state is that of a person kneading water
into dough so that the water permeates throughout the flour. Another
is a lake in which a cool spring comes welling up and suffuses the
entire lake.
Now, when you're with the body as a whole, you're
very much in the present moment. You're right there all the time. As
the Buddha says, the fourth jhana -- in which the body is filled with
bright awareness -- is the point where mindfulness and equanimity
become pure. So there should be no problem in combining mindfulness
practice with the whole-body awareness that gets very settled and
still. In fact, the Buddha himself combines them in his description of
the first four steps of breath meditation: (1) being aware of long
breathing, (2) being aware of short breathing, (3) being aware of the
whole body as you breathe in and breathe out, and then (4) calming the
sensation of the breath within the body. This, as the texts tell us,
is basic mindfulness practice. It's also a basic concentration
practice. You're getting into the first jhana -- Right Concentration
-- right there, at the same time that you're practicing Right
Mindfulness.
To see how Right Mindfulness and Right
Concentration help each other in the practice, we can look at the
three stages of mindfulness practice given in the Foundations of
Mindfulness Sutta. Take the body as an example. The first stage is to
keep focused on the body in and of itself, putting aside greed and
distress with reference to the world. What this means is taking the
body as a body without thinking about it in terms of what it means or
what it can do in the world. It could be either good or bad looking.
It could be strong or weak. It could be agile or clumsy -- all the
issues we tend to worry about when we think about ourselves. The
Buddha says to put those issues aside.
Just be with the body in and of itself, sitting
right here. You close your eyes -- what do you have? There's the
sensation of "bodiness" that you're sitting with. That's
your frame of reference. Try to stay with it. Keep bringing the mind
back to this sense of the body until it gets the message and begins to
settle down. In the beginning of the practice you find the mind going
out to grasp this or that, so you note it enough to tell it to let go,
return to the body, and hold on there. Then it goes out to grasp
something else, so you tell it to let go, come back, and latch onto
the body again. Eventually, though, you reach a point where you can
actually grasp hold of the breath and you don't let go, okay? You keep
holding onto it. From that point on, whatever else that happens to
come into your awareness is like something coming up and brushing the
back of your hand. You don't have to note it. You stay with the body
as your basic frame of reference. Other things come and go, you're
aware of them, but you don't drop the breath and go grasping after
them. This is when you really have established the body as a solid
frame of reference.
As you do this, you develop three qualities of
mind. One is mindfulness (sati). The term mindfulness means being able
to remember, to keep something in mind. In the case of establishing
the body as a frame of reference, it means being able to remember
where you're supposed to be -- with the body -- and you don't let
yourself forget. The second quality, alertness (sampajañña), means
being aware of what is actually going on in the present. Are you with
the body? Are you with the breath? Is the breath comfortable? Simply
notice what's actually happening in the present moment. We tend to
confuse mindfulness with alertness, but actually they are two separate
things: mindfulness means being able to remember where you want to
keep your awareness; alertness means being aware of what's actually
happening. The third quality, ardency (atappa), means two things. One,
if you realize that the mind has wandered off, you bring it right
back. Immediately. You don't let it wander around, sniffing the
flowers. Two, when the mind is with its proper frame of reference,
ardency means trying to be as sensitive as possible to what's going on
-- not just drifting in the present moment, but really trying to
penetrate more and more into the subtle details of what's actually
happening with the breath or the mind.
When you have these three qualities focused on the
body in and of itself, you can't help but settle down and get really
comfortable with the body in the present moment. That's when you're
ready for the second stage in the practice, which is described as
being aware of the phenomenon of origination and the phenomenon of
passing away. This is a stage where you're trying to understand cause
and effect as they happen in the present. In terms of concentration
practice, once you've got the mind to settle down, you want to
understand the interaction of cause and effect in the process of
concentration so that you can get it to settle down more solidly for
longer periods of time in all sorts of situations, on the cushion and
off. To do this, you have to learn about how things arise and pass
away in the mind, not by simply watching them, but by actually getting
involved in their arising and passing away.
You can see this in the Buddha's instructions for
dealing with the hindrances. In the first stage, he says to be aware
of the hindrances as they come and go. Some people think that this is
an exercise in "choiceless awareness," where you don't try
to will the mind in any direction, where you simply sit and watch
willy-nilly whatever comes into the mind. In actual practice, though,
the mind isn't yet ready for that. What you need at this stage is a
fixed point of reference for evaluating the events in the mind, just
as when you're trying to gauge the motion of clouds through the sky:
You need to choose a fixed point -- like a roof gable or a light pole
-- at which to stare so that you can get a sense of which direction
and how fast the clouds are moving. The same with the coming and going
of sensual desire, ill will, etc., in the mind: You have to try to
maintain a fixed reference point for the mind -- like the breath -- if
you want to be really sensitive to when there are hindrances in the
mind -- getting in the way of your reference point -- and when there
are not.
Suppose that anger is interfering with your
concentration. Instead of getting involved in the anger, you try
simply to be aware of when it's there and when it's not. You look at
the anger as an event in and of itself -- as it comes, as it goes. But
you don't stop there. The next step -- as you're still working at
focusing on the breath -- is recognizing how anger can be made to go
away. Sometimes simply watching it is enough to make it go away;
sometimes it's not, and you have to deal with it in other ways, such
as arguing with the reasoning behind the anger or reminding yourself
of the drawbacks of anger. In the course of dealing with it, you have
to get your hands dirty. You've got to try and figure out why the
anger is coming, why it's going, how you can get it out of there,
because you realize that it's an unskillful state. And this requires
that you improvise. Experiment. You've got to chase your ego and
impatience out of the way so that you can have the space to make
mistakes and learn from them, so that you can develop a skill in
dealing with the anger. It's not just a question of hating the anger
and trying to push it away, or of loving the anger and welcoming it.
These approaches may give results in the short run, but in the long
run they're not especially skillful. What's called for here is the
ability to see what the anger is composed of; how can you take it
apart.
One technique I like to use -- when anger is
present and you're in a situation where you don't immediately have to
react to people -- is simply to ask yourself in a good-natured way,
"Okay, why are you angry?" Listen to what the mind has to
say. Then pursue the matter: "But why are you angry at that?
" "Of course, I'm angry. After all..." "Well, why
are you angry at that?" If you keep this up, the mind will
eventually admit to something stupid, like the assumption that people
shouldn't be that way -- even though they blatantly are that way -- or
that people should act in line with your standards, or whatever the
mind is so embarrassed about that it tries to hide from you. But
finally, if you keep probing, it'll fess up. You gain a lot of
understanding of the anger that way, and this can really weaken its
power over you.
In terms of the positive qualities like
mindfulness, serenity, and concentration, it's a similar sort of
thing. First, you're aware of when they're there and when they're not,
and then you realize that when they're there it's much nicer than when
they're not. So you try to figure out how they come, how they go. You
do this by consciously trying to maintain that state of mindfulness
and concentration. If you're really observant -- and this is what it's
all about, being observant -- you begin to see that there are skillful
ways of maintaining the state without getting all tied up in failure
or success in doing it, without letting the desire for a settled state
of mind actually get in the way of the mind's settling down. You do
want to succeed, but you need a balanced attitude toward failure and
success so that you can learn from them. Nobody's keeping score or
taking grades. You're here to understand for your own sake. So this
process of developing your foundation of mindfulness or developing
your frame of reference is not "just watching." It's more a
participation in the process of arising and passing away -- actually
playing with the process -- so that you can learn from experience how
cause and effect work in the mind.
Once, when I was in college, I wrote home
complaining about the food, and my mother sent me a Julia Child
cookbook. In the book was a section on dealing with eggs in which she
said that the sign of a really good cook is knowing eggs. And so I
took an egg out. You can watch an egg -- you can learn certain things
just by watching it, but you don't learn very much. To learn about
eggs you have to put them in a pan and try to make something out of
them. If you do this long enough you begin to understand that there
are variations in eggs, and there are certain ways that they react to
heat and ways that they react to oil or butter or whatever. And so by
actually working with the egg and trying to make something out of it,
you really come to understand eggs. It's similar with clay: you really
don't know clay until you become a potter and actually try to make
something out of the clay.
And it's the same with the mind: unless you
actually try to make something out of the mind, try to get a mental
state going and keep it going, you don't really know your own mind.
You don't know the processes of cause and effect within the mind.
There has to be a factor of actual participation in the process. That
way you can understand it. This all comes down to being observant and
developing a skill. The essence of developing a skill means two
things. One, you're aware of a situation as it is given and, two,
you're aware of what you put into it. When the Buddha talks about
causation, he says that every situation is shaped from two directions
-- the causes coming in from the past and the causes you're putting
into the present. You need to be sensitive to both. If you aren't
sensitive to what you're putting into a situation, you'll never
develop any kind of skill. As you're aware of what you're doing, you
also look at the results. If something isn't right, you go back and
change what you've done -- keeping at this until you get the results
you want. And in the process, you learn a great deal from the clay,
the eggs, or whatever you're trying to deal with skillfully.
The same holds true with the mind. Of course, you
could learn something about the mind by trying to get it into any sort
of a state, but for the purpose of developing really penetrating
insight, a state of stable, balanced, mindful concentration is the
best kind of soufflé or pot you want to make with the mind. The
factors of pleasure, ease, and sometimes even rapture that arise when
the mind really settles down help you stay comfortably in the present
moment, with a low center of gravity. Once the mind is firmly settled
there, you have something to look at for a long period of time so that
you can see what it's made up of. In the typical unbalanced state of
the mind, things are appearing and disappearing too fast for you to
notice them clearly. But as the Buddha notes, when you get really
skilled at jhana, you can step back a bit and really see what you've
got. You can see, say, where there's an element of attachment, where
there's an element of stress, or even where there's inconstancy within
your balanced state. This is where you begin to gain insight, as you
see the natural cleavage lines among the different factors of the
mind, and in particular, the cleavage line between awareness and the
objects of awareness.
Another advantage to this mindful, concentrated
state is that as you feel more and more at home in it, you begin to
realize that it's possible to have happiness and pleasure in life
without depending on things outside of yourself -- people,
relationships, approval from others, or any of the issues that come
from being part of the world. This realization helps pry loose your
attachments to things outside. Some people are afraid of getting
attached to a state of calm, but actually, it's very important that
you get attached here, so that you begin to settle down and begin to
undo your other attachments. Only when this attachment to calm is the
only one left do you begin work on loosening it up as well.
Still another reason why solid concentration is
necessary for insight is that when discernment comes to the mind, the
basic lesson it will teach you is that you've been stupid. You've held
onto things even though deep down inside you should have known better.
Now, try telling that to people when they're hungry and tired. They'll
come right back with, "You're stupid, too," and that's the
end of the discussion. Nothing gets accomplished. But if you talk to
someone who has had a full meal and feels rested, you can broach all
kinds of topics without risking a fight. It's the same with the mind.
When it has been well fed with the rapture and ease coming from
concentration, it's ready to learn. It can accept your criticisms
without feeling threatened or abused.
So. This is the role that concentration practice
plays in this second stage of mindfulness practice: It gives you
something to play with, a skill to develop so you can begin to
understand the factors of cause and effect within the mind. You begin
to see the mind as just a flux of causes with their effects coming
back at you. Your ideas are part of this flux of cause and effect,
your emotions, your sense of who you are. This insight begins to
loosen your attachments to the whole process.
What finally happens is that the mind reaches a
third level of mindfulness practice where the mind comes to a state of
perfect equilibrium -- where you've developed this state of
concentration, this state of equilibrium to the point where you don't
have to put anything more into it. In the Foundations of Mindfulness
Sutta this is described as simply being aware -- if you are using the
body as your frame of reference, being aware that "There is a
body," just enough for knowledge and mindfulness, without being
attached to anything in the world. Other texts call this the state of
"non-fashioning." The mind reaches the point where you begin
to realize that all causal processes in the mind -- including the
processes of concentration and insight -- are like tar babies. If you
like them, you get stuck; if you don't like them, you get stuck. So
what are you going to do? You have to get to the point where you're
not really contributing anything more to the present moment. You
unravel your participation in it. That's when things open up in the
mind.
Many people want to jump right in and begin at this
level of not adding anything to the present moment, but it doesn't
work that way. You can't be sensitive to the subtle things the mind is
habitually adding to the present until you've consciously tried to
alter what you're adding. As you get more and more skilled, you get
more sensitive to the subtle things you didn't realize you were doing.
You reach a point of disenchantment, where you realize that the most
skillful way of dealing with the present is to strip away all levels
of participation that cause even the slightest bit of stress in the
mind. You start dismantling the levels of participation that you
learned in the second stage of the practice, to the point where things
reach equilibrium on their own, where there's letting go and release.
So it's important to realize that there are these
three stages to
mindfulness practice, and to understand the role that
deliberate concentration practice plays in taking you through the
first two. Without aiming at Right Concentration, you can't develop
the skills needed for understanding the mind -- for it's in the
process of mastering the skill of mindful concentration that true
insight arises. Just as you don't really understand a herd of cattle
until you've successfully herded them -- learning from all your
failures along the way -- you can't get a sense of all the
cause-and-effect currents running through the mind until you've
learned from your failures and successes in getting them to gather in
a state of concentrated mindfulness and mindful concentration. And
only when you've really understood and mastered these currents -- the
currents of craving that cause suffering and stress, and the currents
of mindfulness and concentration that form the Path -- can you let
them go and find freedom from them.
| Source: Adapted
from a talk given at Cambridge Insight Meditation Center and as
part of the course, The Role of the Four Noble Truths, at the
Barre Center for Buddhist Studies, February, 1996. Transcribed
from a file provided by the author. Copyright © 1997
Thanissaro Bhikkhu Reproduced and reformatted from Access to
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