THE "I."
In India, the Candidates for Initiation into the science of
"Raja Yoga," when they
apply to the Yogi Masters for
instruction, are given a series of lessons designed to enlighten them
regarding the nature of the Real Self, and to instruct them in the
secret knowledge whereby they may develop the consciousness and
realization of the real "I" within them. They are shown how
they may cast aside the erroneous or imperfect knowledge regarding their
real identity.
Until the Candidate masters this instruction, or at least until the
truth becomes fixed in his consciousness, further instruction is denied
him, for it is held that until he has awakened to a conscious
realization of his Actual Identity, he is not able to understand the
source of his power, and, moreover, is not able to _feel_ within him the
power of the Will, which power underlies the entire teachings of
"Raja Yoga."
The Yogi Masters are hot satisfied if the Candidate forms merely a
clear intellectual conception of this Actual Identity, but they insist
that he must _feel_ the truth of the same--must become _aware_ of the
Real Self--must enter into a consciousness in which the realization
becomes a part of his everyday self--in which the realizing
consciousness becomes the prevailing idea in his mind, around which his
entire thoughts and actions revolve.
To some Candidates, this realization comes like a lightning flash the
moment the attention is directed toward it, while in other cases the
Candidates find it necessary to follow a rigorous course of training
before they acquire the realization in consciousness.
The Yogi Masters teach that there are two degrees of this awakening
consciousness of the Real Self. The first, which they call "the
Consciousness of the 'I'," is the full consciousness of _real_
existence that comes to the Candidate, and which causes him to _know_
that he is a real entity having a life not depending upon the body--life
that will go on in spite of the destruction of the body--_real_ life, in
fact. The second degree, which they call "the Consciousness of the
'I AM'," is the consciousness of one's identity with the Universal
Life, and his relationship to, and "in-touchness" with all
life, expressed and unexpressed. These two degrees of consciousness come
in time to all who seek "The Path." To some it comes suddenly;
to others it dawns gradually; to many it comes assisted by the exercises
and practical work of "Raja Yoga."
The first lesson of the Yogi Masters to the Candidates, leading up to
the first degree, above mentioned, is as follows: That the Supreme
Intelligence of the Universe--the Absolute--has manifested the being
that we call Man--the highest manifestation on this planet. The Absolute
has manifested an infinitude of forms of life in the Universe, including
distant worlds, suns, planets, etc., many of these forms being unknown
to us on this planet, and being impossible of conception by the mind of
the ordinary man. But these lessons have nothing to do with that part of
the philosophy which deals with these myriad forms of life, for our time
will be taken up with the unfoldment in the mind of man of his true
nature and power. Before man attempts to solve the secrets of the
Universe without, he should master the Universe within--the Kingdom of
the Self. When he has accomplished this, then he may, and should, go
forth to gain the outer knowledge as a Master demanding its secrets,
rather than as a slave begging for the crumbs from the table of
knowledge. The first knowledge for the Candidate is the knowledge of the
Self.
Man, the highest manifestation of the Absolute, as far as this planet
is concerned, is a wonderfully organized being--although the average man
understands but little of his real nature. He comprises within his
physical, mental and spiritual make-up both the highest and the lowest,
as we have shown in our previous lessons (the "Fourteen
Lessons" and the "Advanced Course"). In his bones he
manifests almost in the form of mineral life, in fact, in his bones,
body and blood mineral substances actually exist. The physical life of
the body resembles the life of the plant. Many of the physical desires
and emotions are akin to those of the lower animals, and in the
undeveloped man these desires and emotions predominate and overpower the
higher nature, which latter is scarcely in evidence. Then Man has a set
of mental characteristics that are his own, and which are not possessed
by the lower animals (See "Fourteen Lessons"). And in addition
to the mental faculties common to all men, or rather, that are in
evidence in a greater or lesser degree among all men, there are still
higher faculties latent within Man, which when manifested and expressed
render Man more than ordinary Man. The unfoldment of these latent
faculties is possible to all who have reached the proper stage of
development, and the desire and hunger of the student for this
instruction is caused by the pressure of these unfolding latent
faculties, crying to be born into consciousness. Then there is that
wonderful thing, the Will, which is but faintly understood by those
ignorant of the Yogi Philosophy--the Power of the Ego--its birthright
from the Absolute.
But while these mental and physical things _belong_ to Man, they are
_not_ the Man himself. Before the Man is able to master, control, and
direct the things belonging to him--his tools and instruments--he must
awaken to a realization of Himself. He must be able to distinguish
between the "I" and the "Not I." And this is the
first task before the Candidate.
That which is the Real Self of Man is the Divine Spark sent forth
from the Sacred Flame. It is the Child of the Divine Parent. It is
Immortal--Eternal--Indestructible--Invincible. It possesses within
itself Power, Wisdom, and Reality. But like the infant that contains
within itself the sometime Man, the mind of Man is unaware of its latent
and potential qualities, and does not know itself. As it awakens and
unfolds into the knowledge of its real nature, it manifests its
qualities, and realizes what the Absolute has given it. When the Real
Self begins to awaken, it sets aside from itself those things which are
but appendages to it, but which it, in its half-waking state, had
regarded as its Self. Setting aside first this, and then that, it
finally discards all of the "Not I," leaving the Real Self
free and delivered from its bondage to its appendages. Then it returns
to the discarded appendages, and makes use of them.
In considering the question: "What is the Real Self?" let
us first stop to examine what man usually means when he says
"I."
The lower animals do not possess this "I" sense. They are
conscious of the outer world; of their own desires and animal cravings
and feelings. But their consciousness has not reached the Self-conscious
stage. They are not able to think of themselves as separate entities,
and to reflect upon their thoughts. They are not possessed of a
consciousness of the Divine Spark--the Ego--the Real Self. The Divine
Spark is hidden in the lower forms of life--even in the lower forms of
human life--by many sheaths that shut out its light. But, nevertheless,
it is there, always. It sleeps within the mind of the savage--then, as
he unfolds, it begins to throw out its light. In you, the Candidate, it
is fighting hard to have its beams pierce through the material coverings
When the Real Self begins to arouse itself from its sleep, its dreams
vanish from it, and it begins to see the world as it is, and to
recognize itself in Reality and not as the distorted thing of its
dreams.
The savage and barbarian are scarcely conscious of the "I."
They are but a little above the animal in point of consciousness, and
their "I" is almost entirely a matter of the consciousness of
the wants of the body; the satisfaction of the appetites; the
gratification of the passions; the securing of personal comfort; the
expression of lust, savage power, etc. In the savage the lower part of
the Instinctive Mind is the seat of the "I." (See
"Fourteen Lessons" for explanation of the several mental
planes of man.) If the savage could analyze his thoughts he would say
that the "I" was the physical body, the said body having
certain "feelings," "wants" and "desires."
The "I" of such a man is a physical "I," the body
representing its form and substance. Not only is this true of the
savage, but even among so-called "civilized" men of to-day we
find many in this stage. They have developed powers of thinking and
reasoning, but they do not "live in their minds" as do some of
their brothers. They use their thinking powers for the gratification of
their bodily desires and cravings, and really live on the plane of the
Instinctive Mind. Such a person may speak of "my mind," or
"my soul," not from a high position where he looks upon these
things from the standpoint of a Master who realizes his Real Self, but
from below, from the point-of-view of the man who lives on the plane of
the Instinctive Mind and who sees above _himself_ the higher attributes.
To such people the body is the "I." Their "I" is
bound up with the senses, and that which comes to them through the
senses. Of course, as Man advances in "culture" and
"civilization," his senses become educated, and are satisfied
only with more refined things, while the less cultivated man is
perfectly satisfied with the more material and gross sense
gratifications. Much that we call "cultivation" and
"culture" is naught but a cultivation of a more refined form
of sense gratification, instead of a real advance in consciousness and
unfoldment. It is true that the advanced student and Master is possessed
of highly developed senses, often far surpassing those of the ordinary
man, but in such cases the senses have been cultivated under the mastery
of the Will, and are made servants of the Ego instead of things
hindering the progress of the soul--they are made servants instead of
masters.
As Man advances in the scale, he begins to have a somewhat higher
conception of the "I." He begins to use his mind and reason,
and he passes on to the Mental Plane--his mind begins to manifest upon
the plane of Intellect. He finds that there is something within him that
is higher than the body. He finds that his mind seems more _real_ to him
than does the physical part of him, and in times of deep thought and
study he is able almost to forget the existence of the body.
In this second stage, Man soon becomes perplexed. He finds problems
that demand an answer, but as soon as he thinks he has answered them the
problems present themselves in a new phase, and he is called upon to
"explain his explanation." The mind, even although not
controlled and directed by the Will, has a wonderful range, but,
nevertheless, Man finds himself traveling around and around in a circle,
and realizes that he is confronted continually by the Unknown. This
disturbs him, and the higher the stage of "book learning" he
attains, the more disturbed does he become. The man of but little
knowledge does not see the existence of many problems that force
themselves before the attention of the man of more knowledge, and demand
an explanation from him. The tortures of the man who has attained the
mental growth that enables him to see the new problems and the
impossibility of their answer, cannot be imagined by one who has not
advanced to that stage.
The man in this stage of consciousness thinks of his "I" as
a mental thing, having a lower companion, the body. He feels that he has
advanced, but yet his "I" does not give him the answer to the
riddles and questions that perplex him. And he becomes most unhappy.
Such men often develop into Pessimists, and consider the whole of life
as utterly evil and disappointing--a curse rather than a blessing.
Pessimism belongs to this plane, for neither the Physical Plane man or
the Spiritual Plane man have this curse of Pessimism. The former man has
no such disquieting thoughts, for he is almost entirely absorbed in
gratifying his animal nature, while the latter man recognizes his mind
as an instrument of himself, rather than as _himself_, and knows it to
be imperfect in its present stage of growth. He knows that he has in
himself the key to all knowledge--locked up in the Ego--and which the
trained mind, cultivated, developed and guided by the awakened Will, may
grasp as it unfolds. Knowing this the advanced man no longer despairs,
and, recognizing his real nature, and his possibilities, as he awakens
into a consciousness of his powers and capabilities, he laughs at the
old despondent, pessimistic ideas, and discards them like a worn-out
garment. Man on the Mental Plane of consciousness is like a huge
elephant who knows not his own strength. He could break down barriers
and assert himself over nearly any condition or environment, but in his
ignorance of his real condition and power he may be mastered by a puny
driver, or frightened by the rustling of a piece of paper.
When the Candidate becomes an Initiate--when he passes from the
purely Mental Plane on to the Spiritual Plane--he realizes that the
"I," the Real Self--is something higher than either body or
mind, and that both of the latter may be used as tools and instruments
by the Ego or "I." This knowledge is not reached by purely
intellectual reasoning, although such efforts of the mind are often
necessary to help in the unfoldment, and the Masters so use it. The real
knowledge, however, comes as a special form of consciousness. The
Candidate becomes "aware" of the real "I," and this
consciousness being attained, he passes to the rank of the Initiates.
When the Initiate passes the second degree of consciousness, and begins
to grow into a realization of his relationship to the Whole--when he
begins to manifest the Expansion of Self--then is he on the road to
Mastership.
In the present lesson we shall endeavor to point out to the Candidate
the methods of developing or increasing the realization of this
"I" consciousness--this first degree work. We give the
following exercises or development drills for the Candidate to practice.
He will find that a careful and conscientious following of these
directions will tend to unfold in him a sufficient degree of the
"I" consciousness, to enable him to enter into higher stages
of development and power. All that is necessary is for the Candidate to
feel within himself the dawn of the awakening consciousness, or
awareness of the Real Self. The higher stages of the "I"
consciousness come gradually, for once on the Path there is no
retrogression or going backward. There may be pauses on the journey, but
there is no such thing as actually losing that which is once gained on
The Path.
This "I" consciousness, even in its highest stages, is but
a preliminary step toward what is called "Illumination," and
which signifies the awakening of the Initiate to a realization of his
actual connection with and relation to the Whole. The full sight of the
glory of the "I," is but a faint reflected glow of
"Illumination." The Candidate, once that he enters fully into
the "I" consciousness, becomes an "Initiate." And
the Initiate who enters into the dawn of Illumination takes his first
step upon the road to Mastery. The Initiation is the awakening of the
soul to a knowledge of its real existence--the Illumination is the
revelation of the real nature of the soul, and of its relationship with
the Whole. After the first dawn of the "I" consciousness has
been attained, the Candidate is more able to grasp the means of
developing the consciousness to a still higher degree--is more able to
use the powers latent within him; to control his own mental states; to
manifest a Centre of Consciousness and Influence that will radiate into
the outer world which is always striving and hunting for such centres
around which it may revolve.
Man must master himself before he can hope to exert an influence
beyond himself. There is no royal road to unfoldment and power--each
step must be taken in turn, and each Candidate must take the step
himself, and by his own effort. But he may, and will, be aided by the
helping hand of the teachers who have traveled The Path before him, and
who know just when that helping hand is needed to lift the Candidate
over the rough places.
We bid the Candidate to pay strict attention to the following
instruction, as it is all important. Do not slight any part of it, for
we are giving you only what is necessary, and are stating it as briefly
as possible. Pay attention, and follow the instruction closely. This
lesson must be mastered before you progress. And it must be practiced
not only now, but at many stages of the journey, until full Initiation
and Illumination is yours.
RULES AND EXERCISES DESIGNED TO AID THE CANDIDATE IN HIS INITIATION.
The first instruction along the line of Initiation is designed to
awaken the mind to a full realization and consciousness of the
individuality of the "I." The Candidate is taught to relax his
body, and to calm his mind and to meditate upon the "I" until
it is presented clearly and sharply before the consciousness. We
herewith give directions for producing the desired physical and mental
condition, in which meditation and concentration are more readily
practiced. This state of Meditation will be referred to in subsequent
exercises, so the Candidate is advised to acquaint himself thoroughly
with it.
STATE OF MEDITATION. If possible, retire to a quiet place or
room, where you do not fear interruption, so that your mind may feel
secure and at rest. Of course,
the ideal condition cannot always be
obtained, in which case you must do the best you can. The idea is that
you should be able to abstract yourself, so far as is possible, from
distracting impressions, and you should be alone with yourself--in
communion with your Real Self.
It is well to place yourself in an easy chair, or on a couch, so that
you may relax the muscles and free the tension of your nerves. You
should be able to "let go" all over, allowing every muscle to
become limp, until a feeling of perfect peace and restful calm permeates
every particle of your being. Rest the body and calm the mind. This
condition is best in the earlier stages of the practice, although after
the Candidate has acquired a degree of mastery he will be able to obtain
the physical relaxation and mental calm whenever and wherever he
desires.
But he must guard against acquiring a "dreamy" way of going
around, wrapped in meditation when he should be attending to the affairs
of life. _Remember this_, the State of Meditation should be entirely
under the control of the Will, and should be entered into only
deliberately and at the proper times. The Will must be master of this,
as well as of every other mental state. The Initiates are not "day
dreamers," but men and women having full control of themselves and
their moods. The "I" consciousness while developed by
meditation and consciousness, soon becomes a fixed item of
consciousness, and does not have to be produced by meditation. In time
of trial, doubt, or trouble, the consciousness may be brightened by an
effort of the Will (as we shall explain in subsequent lessons) without
going into the State of Meditation.
THE REALIZATION OF THE "I." The Candidate must first
acquaint himself with the reality of the "I," before he will
be able to learn its real nature. This is the first step. Let the
Candidate place himself in the State of Meditation, as heretofore
described. Then let him concentrate his entire attention upon his
Individual Self, shutting out all thought of the outside world, and
other persons. Let him form in his mind the idea of himself as a _real_
thing--an actual being--an individual entity--a Sun around which
revolves the world. He must see himself as the Centre around which the
whole world revolves. Let not a false modesty, or sense of depreciation
interfere with this idea, for you are not denying the right of others to
also consider themselves centres. You are, in fact, a centre of
consciousness--made so by the Absolute--and you are awakening to the
fact. Until the Ego recognizes itself as a Centre of Thought, Influence
and Power, it will not be able to _manifest_ these qualities. And in
proportion as it recognizes its position as a centre, so will it be able
to manifest its qualities. It is not necessary that you should compare
yourself with others, or imagine yourself greater or higher than them.
In fact, such comparisons are to be regretted, and are unworthy of the
advanced Ego, being a mark and indication of a lack of development,
rather than the reverse. In the Meditation simply ignore all
consideration of the respective qualities of others, and endeavor to
realize the fact that YOU are a great Centre of Consciousness--a Centre
of Power--a Centre of Influence--a Centre of Thought. And that like the
planets circling around the sun, so does your world revolve around YOU
who are its centre. It will not be necessary for you to argue out this
matter, or to convince yourself of its truth by intellectual reasoning.
The knowledge does not come in that way. It comes in the shape of a
realization of the truth gradually dawning upon your consciousness
through meditation and concentration. Carry this thought of yourself as
a "Centre of Consciousness--Influence--Power" with you, _for
it is an occult truth,_ and in the proportion that you are able, to
realize it so will be your ability to manifest the qualities named.
No matter how humble may be your position--no matter how hard may be
your lot--no matter how deficient in educational advantages you may
be--still you would not change your "I" with the most
fortunate, wisest and highest man or woman in the world. You may doubt
this, but think for a moment and you will see that we are right. When
you say that you "would like to be" this person or that, you
really mean that _you_ would like to have their degree of intelligence,
power, wealth, position, or what not. What you want is something that is
theirs, or something akin to it. But you would not for a moment wish to
merge your _identity_ with theirs, or to exchange _selves_. Think of
this for a moment To _be_ the other person you would have to let
_yourself_ die, and instead of _yourself_ you would be the other person.
The real _you_ would be wiped out of existence, and you would not be
_you_ at all, but would be _he_.
If you can but grasp this idea you will see that not for a moment
would you be willing for such an exchange. Of course such an exchange is
impossible. The "I" of you cannot be wiped out. It is eternal,
and will go on, and on, and on, to higher and higher states--but it
always will be the same "I." Just as you, although a far
different sort of person from your childhood self, still you recognize
that the same "I" is there, and always has been there. And
although you will attain knowledge, experience, power and wisdom in the
coming years, the same "I" will be there. The "I" is
the Divine Spark and cannot be extinguished.
The majority of people in the present stage of the race development
have but a faint conception of the reality of the "I." They
accept the statement of its existence, and are conscious of themselves
as an eating, sleeping, living creature--something like a higher form of
animal. But they have not awakened to an "awareness" or
realization of the "I," which must come to all who become real
centres of Influence and Power. Some men have stumbled into this
consciousness, or a degree of it, without understanding the matter. They
have "felt" the truth of it, and they have stepped out from
the ranks of the commonplace people of the world, and have become powers
for good or bad. This is unfortunate to some extent, as this
"awareness" without the knowledge that should accompany it may
bring pain to the individual and others.
The Candidate must meditate upon the "I," and recognize
it--_feel_ it--to be a Centre. This is his first task. Impress upon your
mind the word "I," in this sense and understanding, and let it
sink deep down into your consciousness, so that it will become a part of
you. And when you say "I," you must accompany the word with
the picture of your Ego as a Centre of Consciousness, and Thought, and
Power, and Influence. See yourself thus, surrounded by your world.
Wherever you go, there goes the Centre of your world. YOU are the Centre,
and all outside of you revolves around that Centre. This is the first
great lesson on the road to Initiation. Learn it!
The Yogi Masters teach the Candidates that their realization of the
"I" as a Centre may be hastened by going into the Silence, or
State of Meditation, and repeating their first name over slowly,
deliberately and solemnly a number of times. This exercise tends to
cause the mind to centre upon the "I," and many cases of
dawning Initiation have resulted from this practice. Many original
thinkers have stumbled upon this method, without having been taught it.
A noted example is that of Lord Tennyson, who has written that he
attained a degree of Initiation in this way. He would repeat his own
name, over and over, and the same time meditating upon his identity, and
he reports that he would become conscious and "aware" of his
reality and immortality--in short would recognize himself as a _real_
center of consciousness.
We think we have given you the key to the first stage of meditation
and concentration. Before passing on, let us quote from one of the old
Hindu Masters. He says, regarding this matter: "When the soul sees
itself as a Centre surrounded by its circumference--when the Sun knows
that it is a Sun, and is surrounded by its whirling planets--then is it
ready for the Wisdom and Power of the Masters."
THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE INDEPENDENCE OF THE "I" FROM THE
BODY. Many of the Candidates find themselves prevented from a full
realization of the "I" (even after they have begun to grasp
it) by the confusing of the reality of the "I" with the sense
of the physical body. This is a stumbling block that is easily overcome
by meditation and concentration, the independence of the "I"
often becoming manifest to the Candidate in a flash, upon the proper
thought being used as the subject of meditation.
The exercise is given as follows: Place yourself in the State of
Meditation, and think of YOURSELF--the Real "I"--as being
independent of the body, but using the body as a covering and an
instrument. Think of the body as you might of a suit of clothes. Realize
that you are able to leave the body, and still be the same
"I." Picture yourself as doing this, and looking down upon
your body. Think of the body as a shell from which you may emerge
without affecting your identity. Think of yourself as mastering and
controlling the body that you occupy, and using it to the best
advantage, making it healthy, strong and vigorous, but still being
merely a shell or covering for the real "You." Think of the
body as composed of atoms and cells which are constantly changing, but
which are held together by the force of your Ego, and which you can
improve at Will. Realize that you are merely inhabiting the body, and
using it for your convenience, just as you might use a house.
In meditating further, ignore the body entirely, and place your
thought upon the Real "I" that you are beginning to feel to be
"you," and you will find that your identity--your
"I"--is something entirely apart from the body. You may now
say "my body" with a new meaning. Divorce the idea of your
being a physical being, and realize that you are above body. But do not
let this conception and realization cause you to ignore the body. You
must regard the body as the Temple of the Spirit, and care for it, and
make it a fit habitation for the "I." Do not be frightened if,
during this meditation, you happen to experience the sensation of being
out of the body for a few moments, and of returning to it when you are
through with the exercise. The Ego is able (in the case of the advanced
Initiate) of soaring above the confines of the body, but it never severs
its connection at such times. It is merely as if one were to look out of
the window of a room, seeing what was going on outside, and drawing in
his head when he wishes. He does not leave the room, although he may
place his head outside in order to observe what is doing in the street.
We do not advise the Candidate to try to cultivate this sensation--but
if it comes naturally during meditation, do not fear.
REALIZING THE IMMORTALITY AND INVINCIBILITY OF THE EGO. While the
majority accept on faith the belief in the Immortality of the Soul, yet
but few are aware that it may be demonstrated by the soul itself. The
Yogi Masters teach the Candidates this lesson, as follows: The Candidate
places himself in the State of Meditation, or at least in a thoughtful
frame of mind, and then endeavors to "imagine" himself as
"dead"--that is, he tries to form a mental conception of
himself as dead. This, at first thought, appears a very easy thing to
imagine, but as a matter of fact it is _impossible_ to do so, for the
Ego refuses to entertain the proposition, and finds it impossible to
imagine it. Try it for yourself. You will find that you may be able to
imagine your _body_ as lying still and lifeless, but the same thought
finds that in so doing _You_ are standing and looking at the body. So
you see that _You_ are not dead at all, even in imagination, although
the body may be. Or, if you refuse to disentangle yourself from your
body, in imagination, you may think of your body as dead but _You_ who
refuse to leave it are still _alive_ and recognize the dead body as a
thing apart from your Real Self. No matter how you may twist it you
_cannot_ imagine yourself as dead. The Ego insists upon being _alive_ in
any of these thoughts, and thus finds that it has within itself the
sense and assurance of Immortality. In case of sleep or stupor resulting
from a blow, or from narcotics or anaesthetics, the mind is apparently
blank, but the "I" is conscious of a continuity of existence.
And so one may imagine himself as being in an unconscious state, or
asleep, quite easily, and sees the possibility of such a state, but when
it comes to imagining the "I" as dead, the mind utterly
refuses to do the work. This wonderful fact that the soul carries within
itself the evidence of its own immortality is a glorious thing, but one
must have reached a degree of unfoldment before he is able to grasp its
full significance.
The Candidate is advised to investigate the above statement for
himself, by meditation and concentration, for in order that the
"I" may know its true nature and possibilities, it must
realize that it cannot be destroyed or killed. It must know what it is
before it is able to manifest its nature. So do not leave this part of
the teaching until you have mastered it. And it is well occasionally to
return to it, in order that you may impress upon the mind the fact of
your immortal and eternal nature. The mere glimmering of this conception
of truth will give you an increased sense of strength and power, and you
will find that your Self has expanded and grown, and that you are more
of a power and Centre than you have heretofore realized.
The following exercises are useful in bringing about a realization of
the invincibility of the Ego--its superiority to the elements.
Place yourself in the State of Meditation, and imagine the
"I" as withdrawn from the body. See it passing through the
tests of air, fire and water unharmed. The body being out of the way,
the soul is seen to be able of passing through the air at will--of
floating like a bird--of soaring--of traveling in the ether. It may be
seen as able to pass through fire without harm and without sensation,
for the elements affect only the physical body, not the Real
"I." Likewise it may be seen as passing through water without
discomfort or danger or hurt.
This meditation will give you a sense of superiority and strength,
and will show you something of the nature of the real "I." It
is true that you are confined in the body, and the body may be affected
by the elements, but the knowledge that the Real "I" is
superior to the body--superior to the elements that affect the body--and
cannot be injured any more than it can be killed, is wonderful, and
tends to develop the full "I" consciousness within you. For
You--the Real "I"--are not body. You are Spirit. The Ego is
Immortal and Invincible, and cannot be killed and harmed. When you enter
into this realization and consciousness, you will feel an influx of
strength and power impossible to describe. Fear will fall from you like
a worn-out cloak, and you will feel that you are "born again."
An understanding of this thought, will show you that the things that we
have been fearing cannot affect the Real "I," but must rest
content with hurting the physical body. And they may be warded off from
the physical body by a proper understanding and application of the Will.
In our next lesson, you will be taught how to separate the
"I" from the mechanism of the mind--how you may realize your
mastery of the mind, just as you now realize your independence of the
body. This knowledge must be imparted to you by degrees, and you must
place your feet firmly upon one round of the ladder before you take the
next step.
The watchword of this First Lesson is "I." And the
Candidate must enter fully into its meaning before he is able to
progress. He must realize his real existence--independent of the body.
He must see himself as invincible and impervious to harm, hurt, or
death. He must see himself as a great Centre of Consciousness--a Sun
around which his world revolves. Then will come to him a new strength.
He will feel a calm dignity and power, which will be apparent to those
with whom he comes in contact. He will be able to look the world in the
face without flinching, and without fear, for he will realize the nature
and power of the "I." He will realize that he is a Centre of
Power--of Influence. He will realize that nothing can harm the
"I," and that no matter how the storms of life may dash upon
the personality, the real "I"--the Individuality--is unharmed.
Like a rock that stands steadfast throughout the storm, so does the
"I" stand through the tempests of the life of personality. And
he will know that as he grows in realization, he will be able to control
these storms and bid them be still.
In the words of one of the Yogi Masters: "The 'I' is eternal. It
passes unharmed through the fire, the air, the water. Sword and spear
cannot kill or wound it. It cannot die. The trials of the physical life
are but as dreams to it. Resting secure in the knowledge of the 'I,' Man
may smile at the worst the world has to offer, and raising his hand he
may bid them disappear into the mist from which they emerged. Blessed is
he who can say (understandingly) 'I'."
So dear Candidate, we leave you to master the First Lesson. Be not
discouraged if your progress be slow. Be not cast down if you slip back
a step after having gained it. You will gain two at the next step.
Success and realization will be yours. Mastery is before. You will
Attain. You will Accomplish. Peace be with you.
MANTRAMS (AFFIRMATIONS) FOR THE FIRST LESSON.
"I" am a Centre. Around me revolves my world.
"I" am a Centre of Influence and Power.
"I" am a Centre of Thought and Consciousness.
"I" am Independent of the Body.
"I" am Immortal and cannot be Destroyed.
"I" am Invincible and cannot be Injured.
[Illustration: "I"]
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